Wednesday, April 14, 2010

poem all bout me



isn't this world about fuck you its all about me
who cares about you ?
I m in it 2 win it 4 me
u don't exist unless u can do soemthing 4 on my list
isn't this what the World seems 2 be
noone gives a damn about one another
its all about gimmie gimmie gimme give me
give me sumthing 4 nothing
Its all i can take & all I can get
with out an ounce of sweat or 1 red cent
this world revolves
around me
no 1 cares about you
cause its all about me,

New WORLD WONDER

NEW WORLD WONDER

I WONDER WHATS UP WITH THIS NEW WORLD ORDER ,SO FAR I HATE IT ,ITS AS IF SOMETHING HAS SUCKED THE LIFE OUT OF PEOPLE THEY HAVE NO THOUGHTS OF THERE OWN ,ITS VERY STRANGE ,THE WAY EVERYONE IS SO DAMN CONTROLLED
AND LET ME DOCUMENT THE EXTREME PAIN I AM HAVING NOT ITS AFTER MIDNIGHT & SAME TIME & EXPIERENCE LAST WEEK ,OH IT FUCKING HURTS SO FUCKING BAD
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE ,OIT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS ,,ITS AS IF SOMETHING IS SETTING ME ON FIRE & JABBING ME WITH A PAIN POKER IT FUCKING HURTS SO DAMN BAD ,,ITS HAPPENED SEVERAL TIMES SINCE I'VE BEEN OVER HERE EAST OF NEW ORLEANS IN THE DEEP & DIRTY SOUTH CLOSE 2 AS MILITARY BASE .DAMN THIS HURTS ON IN A CONCENTRATED AREA ,,OK M-FUCKIN ASSZHOL YOUR EXPEIRAMENT IS WORKING SO U CAN STOP THE FREAKN LAZER TARGETING OR WHAT -EVER D F3JCK UR DOING DAMN IT FUCKING HURTS ITS 2 REGULATED & SYSTEMATIC 2 BE A "NATURALLY UNNATURAL PAIN NOT 2 MENTION ALL THE SYNDICATED CIPHERS & CODERS SENT THEY R QUITE OBVIOUS ,DAMN THIS HURTS
I M ALMOST IN TEARS ,,FUCKING HURTS HURTS HURTS HURTS HURTS HURT OUCH..I HATE THIS SHIT ..LOOSERS YA'LL SUCK''I HATE YOU & I HOPE U AND ALL THE OTHER WEIRDOS GO 2 HELL IN A HAND BASKET CAUSE U SUCK''I HATE THIS NEW WORLD ORDER CRAP IT SUCKS & I 'SEEM 2 BE THE ONLY PERSON ON THE PLANET LEFT OUT WHY CAN'T I BE A MEDIA MIND CONTROL PUPPET 2 ? WHY COULDN'T I BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AROUND HERE ?,,THEN I WOULDNT KNOW & i WOULDN'T CARE CAUSE i WOULD THINK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I WOULD BELIVE EVERYTHING U TELL ME & BUY EVERYTHING U SELL ,BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I HAVE 2 BE LEFT OUT THE ODD BALL THE ONE WHO CAN READ BETWEEN THE LINES & DECIPHER THE STUPID CODES & MESSAGES ,,I HATE YA'LL WITH A PASSION THE ONLY THING IN MY LIFE I 'VE EVER WANTED WA S4 SOMEONE 2 LOVE ME & BE NICE 2 ME & BE REAL,,,JUST BE REAL..WHATS WRONG WITH PEOPLE SO BLIND 2 D TRUTH SO MINDLESS & SO FUCKING SHALLOW ,SELF CENTERED ,WASTEFULL , ITS AN ALL ABOUT ME WORLD , IDIOTS ,STRAIGHT UP IDIOTS, WHAT HAPPENED 2 VALUE SYSTEM OF BEING CREDIBLE ,HONEST ,TRUSTWORTHY ,RELIABLE , OBIOUSLY THAT GO SOLDOUT 4 D ALL MIGHT DOLLAR_POUND_PESO_EURO_WHATEVER UR MONETARY MEANS ,
LIFE IS SO TWISTED I WANT 2 BE NORMAL ,I DIDN'T ASK 4 THESE GIFTS
PEOPLE HAVE BEEN MEAN 2 ME & I AM SOOOO TIRED OF THE COMMENTS & NAMES
& hateful cruel putdowns ,wdf? WHYS EVERYONE SO DAMN CRUEL &
\DIS-HEARTED HASN'T THE CIRCUMSTANCES OF MY LIFE BEAT ME UP ENOUGH & why all the hate ,I haven't hurt anyone ,I haven't taken from anyone ,I'm not doing anything but trying 2 dig my self outta a tunnel I 've been in since my WORLD was destroyed ,I 'm working day & night & night & day trying everyway possible 2 bring myself up ,but thats never good enough
SURE ,I WANT A PARTNER ,SURE I 'D LUV 2 GET MARRIED BUT I AM LOST.& DO'T KNOW WHICH WAY 2 TURN ,,I DON'T SEEM 2 FIT IN ANYWHERE & I SEEM 2 "PESTER" EVERYONE , WHEN I 'm no longer suiting their over inflated ego
see I can't stand these "rules of the game " so 2 speak oh I've got game ,I got more Game than d NFL ,NBA , but its so stupid & ridiculous b/c its like everyone makes the same moves if you make a certain move it will predict their move & its all so basic ,,I want someone REAL ..SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LIE STEAL OR CHEAT , IS HONEST & IS A MAN OF THEIR WORD ,& VALUES THAT AS THEIR HONNOR ,,I am tired of these self serving pansy fake jokes of a men who can't see past their next nut 2 think 4 themselves .They r so petty & ridiculous ,they don't have a clue about anything ,nor do they care ,they r so robotic in 2 many ways under the brainwashed mindcontrolled sun ,,I want 2 think good thoughts ,this was my way of venting the badd ones b/c i am upset now & my WORLD is Dark & my feelings hurt & everywhere I turn seems 2 be a dead end road ,i can't seem 2 find my place in Life ,I 've done everything I was supposed 2 do ,wdf''where is the LOVE ?